Monday

I just came back from the 2 day vacation at home, a long weekend for me. ^_^. 

I wasn’t able, or we weren’t able to go to Negros for a vacation since there was a low pressure area in the Visayas part, and instead of taking risk on traveling by boat and no valid weather report as it changes from time to time, I just stayed at home, and Ricci went home to his hometown in Lutopan and my sister went to present their project to his team members. Everything really worked perfectly during my 4 days vacation. The sun did really shine the next day, and it was really hot, but we still didn’t push through our trip to Negros, because I don’t want to leave my mom alone at home. I just called Ate An-An to inform her of our plans on not going to her hometown in Negros. Sunday, yesterday, which was supposedly our returning day from Negros to Cebu, rained heavily, and siguro with us there, we will not be able to make it home by Sunday. I thank God for not letting be so stubborn on insisting to go to Negros. I may not able to go there but I have accomplished so much on my two day vacation from work. 

I finally got my student permit to drive. And soon I will start my driving practice. I was able to clean my room, got some stuffs that made it quiet look dirty and un-organized. Did the laundry of my clothes and my sister’s, that would lessen the task of my mother on washing our clothes. (If only I could pay someone to wash them, but my mom always insisted that “sayang ang money pambayad”. **sigh**

And today, is Monday, and I’m back to work. I just don’t feel fine, I don’t know. It feels like i’m an outcast or something? I want to feel excited but I felt the other way instead. I am a little bit mad and I don’t know to whom. Maybe I would just stay here in my cube, and do things that will be of great help not only to my brain but to my personal improvement as well. 

I’m planning to re-organize myself this time. And I hope that I will be able to really find what I really wanted, and not just based on what is popular and what is in, but to what I really need to be on top and be successful in my career and in my life.

Good morning!