Monday

I just came back from the 2 day vacation at home, a long weekend for me. ^_^. 

I wasn’t able, or we weren’t able to go to Negros for a vacation since there was a low pressure area in the Visayas part, and instead of taking risk on traveling by boat and no valid weather report as it changes from time to time, I just stayed at home, and Ricci went home to his hometown in Lutopan and my sister went to present their project to his team members. Everything really worked perfectly during my 4 days vacation. The sun did really shine the next day, and it was really hot, but we still didn’t push through our trip to Negros, because I don’t want to leave my mom alone at home. I just called Ate An-An to inform her of our plans on not going to her hometown in Negros. Sunday, yesterday, which was supposedly our returning day from Negros to Cebu, rained heavily, and siguro with us there, we will not be able to make it home by Sunday. I thank God for not letting be so stubborn on insisting to go to Negros. I may not able to go there but I have accomplished so much on my two day vacation from work. 

I finally got my student permit to drive. And soon I will start my driving practice. I was able to clean my room, got some stuffs that made it quiet look dirty and un-organized. Did the laundry of my clothes and my sister’s, that would lessen the task of my mother on washing our clothes. (If only I could pay someone to wash them, but my mom always insisted that “sayang ang money pambayad”. **sigh**

And today, is Monday, and I’m back to work. I just don’t feel fine, I don’t know. It feels like i’m an outcast or something? I want to feel excited but I felt the other way instead. I am a little bit mad and I don’t know to whom. Maybe I would just stay here in my cube, and do things that will be of great help not only to my brain but to my personal improvement as well. 

I’m planning to re-organize myself this time. And I hope that I will be able to really find what I really wanted, and not just based on what is popular and what is in, but to what I really need to be on top and be successful in my career and in my life.

Good morning!

Should I be excited or not?

This was my status yesterday in ym. And some of my friends ask about it and I told them what it really means. I asked myself if I should get excited or not in going to Negros to visit friends from Germany. There’s is no special occasion then, just a pure visit, a stay in their house perhaps or in a resort as what I have heard from Ate Tata. I got this feeling, maybe because I sometimes feel that there’s something that isn’t right or maybe because of what I have heard. I was weighing on the right feeling. ^_^. And here are some of the reason on the pros and cons of this trip.

By the way, I am going with my sister Aila and my boyfriend Ricci. 

I should be excited because…

• it’s my first time to travel outside Cebu, in a province in particular withou my parents with me, and together with Ricci and my sister.
• it’s another place for photography subject. ^_^
• I have heard that Ate Tata will be booking us in a resort and that would be cool, I guess. ^_^, a very nice experience, a total relaxation? I guess so.
• it’s nice to be a part of Ricci’s first trip by sea. hahaha..yeah..it’s his first trip outside Cebu and by sea. He haven’t ride in an airplane also. ^_^

I should not be excited because…

• my friends came here for vacation and to spend time with their families also and having us might only bother them, accommodating us. :[
• we might be an add-on expenses to them. 
• just last night, my parents told me that thee is a typhoon coming two days from now, so I guess it would be on Thursday or Friday?
• the weather today is quiet gloomy and maybe this could mean a typhoon really is coming. :[

Whatever might happen, I all lift it up to God. He knows everything that is happening in my life, in our lives. Tomorrow might be a good day for us, a fine day for us to travel by sea. Ricci and I will just pray and I guess my sister too because I know she is also excited on this trip. When the weather will not be good by tomorrow, we will postponed the trip and just enjoy my vacation leave at home, and I guess Ricci could also do that in their hometown while waiting for his father’s and brother’s arrival from abroad. Maybe in that way, he could also be of great help to his mother.

There’s is always a reason for everything. If God won’t permit us to go to Negros, I know there is a reason on why and why not we should go. ^_^

Have a blessed morning everyone!