Changing emotions

Excited to not so excited. Smiling to frowning. I just can’t seem to know what I should feel.

I thought I’ll be a having a one week vacation in Negros with some friends. But I received a text that it will not be one week anymore. I’m kind of not so into the news, there is a part of me that says, sayang…at the same time there is also a part of me that says, it’s good. Let me weigh each those thoughts that my mind has been saying.

 NOT SO GOOD?

• If i  go to Negros for 1 week, I’m just wondering, for the whole week me and my sister will be there, what shall we do? I have plans on bringing my camera with me so that I can take pictures, but aside from that? What?
• This is the time that my friends’ family will be spending with them, and me and my sister  being there would just somewhat ruin the day, or their moments together.

• I am pretty sure that we’ll be an additional to their expenses.
• I’m leaving my mother alone at home, that would kinda  be lonely for her, because my father will be going to his hometown in Samar.
• I will be using my vacation leave for 5 days, and I think that is not so good, I should be spending it with my family instead, and the fact that the Samar thing has been planned first, I backed out and decided to go to Negros instead.

GOOD

• I will be able to have a vacation for 1 week, 1 week out from work, from stress, from anger? hehehe
• I will have the opportunity to travel outside Cebu with my sister and richie alone,  but it’s not important though

Haha..tawa nalang ko sa akong self. Obviously, the bulleted items are clear, and would explain, i think so. ^_^

Plans have been changed and I know there are reasons behind why everything happens. ^_^

It didn’t matter to me at all, if it has been changed, what matters is I have opened my mind to what might be the reality. ^_^ I’m don’t have hurt feelings..hehe..really? awh yeah really..hehe..maybe..ahmm..after writing and weighing all those items above. ^_^

Have a nice day ahead! coz me, I will have a nice day! ^_^